Some stuff

On Monday for FHE we had a lesson about Jesus teaching in the temple and then made Christmas sugar cookies. It was a special night with lots of good memories. Michael very carefully made his own original sugar cookie resembling the "Flying A" (Asay brand) and Kandace not so carefullly grabbed it and rolled it up as soon as Michael put it on the cookie sheet. Hilarious. This girl is crazy. We love her so much..the way she smells, the way her cute tush wiggles when she runs away from us buck naked, the way cries, the way she smiles, all of it. We've been working on potty training for a couple months now. Lets just say I'll never start them this young from now on, but I don't want to turn back now that she's come this far. Ugggh.

Stetson turns 4 tomorrow! He's very excited for the upcoming festivities and I'm excited for the festivities to be over!! :) What a loser mom I am. Good thing I love him so much.
The Christmas season has brought me a lot of joy the last couple years. The meaning and happiness of Christmas has shifted for me over the last few years--after childhood and once the magic sort of goes away, I actually felt sort of empty during Christmas for a few years, because after the presents had been unwrapped and the tree was put away, I just felt like it was over. Now for some reason I've realized that Christ being born is the greatest gift we could ever receive, and better yet, its the gift that keeps giving, all year long. The gift of Jesus Christ comes with forgiveness, hope, peace, and an enabling power that can make me more than I could ever be without him. I am truly grateful for him and for the time of year we have to celebrate his birth and life. I love him and I am grateful that every day I have another chance to be better.

Among other things, I have been dreaming of going somewhere like this. Michael and I went here for our honeymoon and I'd love to go back. I don't even need to go there, just somewhere warm. I spent the first 12 years of my life in California and we spent all our summer days swimming and playing in the sun. I remember getting out of the water and finding a dry spot on the cement around the pool and just laying there listening to the splashing water and kids' voices with the heat of the sun shining on my back to warm/dry me. Life was good. Oh to be a kid again. I miss it. However, I remember that during the winter months in SR I wished we could have snow because then it would be a "Real" Christmas. When I woke up with frost on the grass and roofs it sort of looked like snow and I would pretend that it was.